Crazy Love!
Thats the title of the book that I have been reading. Since, I started college I haven't had much time to read the books I like. I mean don't get me wrong, I enjoy reading my psychology textbooks, but they aren't book I would pick from a bookshelf!--for one they are too thick!
I think they should say" don't judge a book by its cover, but by its thickness-- and the size of its font".
Who knew a small, simple book can change a person thinking perspective? even a life? I am not here to say that "Crazy love" has changed my life completely. I can that crazy love is chaining my life super Significantly... can i say "super significantly? ". -----To be cont.....
My life life involves lots of emotions. down and up of course---so everyday is a Journey! I rant about life--- everything! I ramble..cry my words into words! Enjoy!
5/24/11
I want to want----
Change.
Change is something I should be used to by now. It just seems all my life, I had to adjust to change.
I am having trouble accepting change. I mean change is what I wanted.
I fing it hard to believe that my roommate have graduated and left to start a new life.
I find it hard it to believe that I am senior.
Honestly why do I feel the way i do? Its not like I didn't know that this was going to happen.
Ha!- I guess things don't actually become a reality until they happen right? I cant be the only person that feels and thinks this way.
Change!
At this moment change is not working for me. I want my roommates back. I want the feeling of abandonment gone. I want the feeling of change to seem easy and effortless. I want to not feel like I did want the change to happen. I want to want to accept the changes that are happening in my life.
Do I really have a choice?
Change is something I should be used to by now. It just seems all my life, I had to adjust to change.
I am having trouble accepting change. I mean change is what I wanted.
I fing it hard to believe that my roommate have graduated and left to start a new life.
I find it hard it to believe that I am senior.
Honestly why do I feel the way i do? Its not like I didn't know that this was going to happen.
Ha!- I guess things don't actually become a reality until they happen right? I cant be the only person that feels and thinks this way.
Change!
At this moment change is not working for me. I want my roommates back. I want the feeling of abandonment gone. I want the feeling of change to seem easy and effortless. I want to not feel like I did want the change to happen. I want to want to accept the changes that are happening in my life.
Do I really have a choice?
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