"Thank you For the Cross" -----Christmas

I love Christmas! No, I really love Christmas!

Jesus died for you and me

Jesus died and rose again

God so loved the world and Gave his ONLY son to die for us...( just think if you had a son or daughter, would you let that daughter die for this cruel,lonely, hurtful, sinful world)--would you?

Its funny because I ask myself that and I honestly come into tears because I dont know what I would do. I think about the hurtful, Horrible, atrocious things/acts/people/events etc in this world and I just dont know if i would let my child die for it...But God did it for you and me, he sent his only son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you and me. Jesus was beaten, spit on, rejected, nailed, betrayed, abandoned, and HE ( JESUS CHRIST) still died for me and you. I can never comprehend his love, and its something that I try to. I want to love like christ, but i know my love is a mustard seed compared to his love and grace for me. 

We all have heard this, christmas is not about the presents..--unfortunately that what this world/century cares and focuses on christ. The true meaning behind christ is tossed around carelessly and is umimportant. I refuse to let christmas to be another holiday where i can put on a few pounds, anticipate gifts, "saying merry christmas" because its christmas. Christmas season is the season where we give like Jesus, love like Jesus, Forgive like Jesus, spread the love and word of Jesus christ, minister, save lives, start new lives, give your heart to christ, and enjoying his blessings.. I am not saying, Christmas is the only holiday is the season to finally talk to Jesus. But is the season to double/triple/quadruple everything. Its the season to look inside yourself and ask if the life you are living is the life that Jesus---who died for you wants for you?

Christmas

red

green

blue

yellow

love

kisses

babies

toys

new relationships

jobs

family

friends

gifts

money

clothes/shoes-personal fav

JESUS--my actual personal FAV :)

chocolate

I pray that God deepens your love for Him and blesses you and your family this holiday season.

Happy Holidays

Cafe Negro

Black, brown, purple, whatever the color you want to give Cocoa beans is up to you....
     Oh yes! Thank ya Jesus! I finally get to smell coffee all the time now. I finally got a job at one of my favorite place! Starbucks! I am so excited, and above all thankful that I get to work there---its funny because its not what i want to do for the rest of my life, but its just a place that I love. Starbucks just brings back memories of me studying, reading the bible, Europe, meeting new people. Seriously that place is awesome, and I am so happy i get to meet new people everyday and make them coffee....I am looking forward to this awesome.
I am glad new things are happening---because its time. as life progresses, people change and so do people lives.
I def give Thanks to the Most high for the constant people in my life. I am forever thankful!.
So if you are ever bored and want coffe, or want come to write, chill, have some alone time, study, go on a date...just come on to Starbucks.( Texas and Holleman).....Thats where i will be at.

Adios 2011!

When I love..I love like Crazy. I love as hard as I can because i know tomorrow is not promised. Everyday is a gift..right? only if we only knew that. We take each day so granted, saying ill do this tomorrow, later..But what happens when that tomorrow doesnt come??--stupid question right? because we all know what happens. Nothing. your life is kaboom! pufff! Gone. So exactly what, who, why are we living for? what is exactly is mine/your mission in life or this world.

Again, we all know 2011 is coming to an end. S/O to 2011 one time though!.lots of good things happen, and lots of bad. Hell thats any year. I dont know anyone can have 365 days of just complete happiness and no sorrow...if its possible for anyone..I want to know how? I honeslty could use a new method in my life or something.

In 2011 I leaned so much! I know now there are somethings that you have to let go, even if its something that you love and care about so much. The old me would have fought for people, tried everything there is to try to make things better, but honeslty the new is me is like Fuck it, a person can only try so much to be in someones life, to be the best person they can be, but if the other person is acting like a total snob, why  beg? In life we only fool ourselves, no one else.. Eventually peoples true personalities, feelings, emotion manifests some way are another. Shame huh? Honestly would have been better.

Honestly do women need men to be happy? Seriously?! why does when we meet a guy.or dating a guy we devote all our attention and affection to them? like WTF? men don't run our feelings--?--sad to say for many women yes. Us women are so vulnerable and we all want the same thing in life....Love!- don't deny it!. who the hell wants to be hated anyway right?. We do anything for Love...not to say men wont..but still. why do we let ourselves get carried away with having boyfriends and girlfriends that we neglect our other obligations, responsibilities, and relationships? why is it okay for things to be put on hold? so you can be happy!--well go ahead but please hold it together!