Adios 2011!

When I love..I love like Crazy. I love as hard as I can because i know tomorrow is not promised. Everyday is a gift..right? only if we only knew that. We take each day so granted, saying ill do this tomorrow, later..But what happens when that tomorrow doesnt come??--stupid question right? because we all know what happens. Nothing. your life is kaboom! pufff! Gone. So exactly what, who, why are we living for? what is exactly is mine/your mission in life or this world.

Again, we all know 2011 is coming to an end. S/O to 2011 one time though!.lots of good things happen, and lots of bad. Hell thats any year. I dont know anyone can have 365 days of just complete happiness and no sorrow...if its possible for anyone..I want to know how? I honeslty could use a new method in my life or something.

In 2011 I leaned so much! I know now there are somethings that you have to let go, even if its something that you love and care about so much. The old me would have fought for people, tried everything there is to try to make things better, but honeslty the new is me is like Fuck it, a person can only try so much to be in someones life, to be the best person they can be, but if the other person is acting like a total snob, why  beg? In life we only fool ourselves, no one else.. Eventually peoples true personalities, feelings, emotion manifests some way are another. Shame huh? Honestly would have been better.

Honestly do women need men to be happy? Seriously?! why does when we meet a guy.or dating a guy we devote all our attention and affection to them? like WTF? men don't run our feelings--?--sad to say for many women yes. Us women are so vulnerable and we all want the same thing in life....Love!- don't deny it!. who the hell wants to be hated anyway right?. We do anything for Love...not to say men wont..but still. why do we let ourselves get carried away with having boyfriends and girlfriends that we neglect our other obligations, responsibilities, and relationships? why is it okay for things to be put on hold? so you can be happy!--well go ahead but please hold it together!