24 hours ( you know that feeling)

you know that feeling….

the feeling of knowing that in 24 hours and exactly the same time you usually see them again…all you need is 24 hours to pass and you see them again…now what do you do in that 24 hours? daydream about them. write a letter to them..that you eventually have to redo..and eventually throw away in the trash… oh that feeling that makes your day and ruins your day…sucks because you cant have it both ways….

You know that feeling of when they talk to you and all you could is wish the talk never ends..because you don't want the moment to end.. 

The feeling of knowing that this going to end anytime…anytime the prof walks in..or its time to go class… or time for him to go. He leave you leave..and you go back to that terrible/exciting feeling of waiting for another 24 hours…. 

what do you do in that 24 hours???-------

the feeling of knowing that this is never going to be….the feeling of finding yourself hating him for not doing what you want him to do..but he doesn't have the minumun idea of what you are thinking… or does he?…So who do you  blame for not going the way YOU want it to go..God? Him? her? or the other unknown person. wait? is there unknown person… 

ha there we go again….24 hours passed..and thats all you did.. you thought about them and wondered if they did the same…or even just a little bit…So my question is when does one stop….when does one stop to slowly peel their heart away..when does one stop…stop what? exactly..thats something one cant stop….well at least thats what personally i think, Feel free to agree and disagree at the same time..

Ha. 24 hours lingers around my head like a cloud full love/confusions/patience….

patiently waiting for the cloud to make it up its mind. it can choose to rain, disappear or manifest itself in simplest form…..

24 hours….

24 hours is slowly turning into 4 hours and and in 2 hours…and just when I about tot reach 0 hours…It happens all over again and 24 hours starts again….

Such is life.